a real experience

jagged darkness
empty eyes
embarrased
sexual abuse
name calling
scared
no trust
anger, bitter, jealous
violence
a safe place
control
eating disorder
alcohol, pot, cocaine
Pain
loneliness
wanting more
a girl who wanted to be loved
what was love?
love = sex
sex with men, women and groups
controlled sex
prostitution
attempted suicide
painful or me full of pain
drinking, hangovers, throwing up in a van
in a hotel parking lot
searching
for the next fix
searching
get home
find home
where is home
confused
journey home
is home hell on earth?
Jesus
a real experience
He touched my heart
Jesus is real
I heard His voice
I opened my mind
I opened my heart
I welcomed Jesus
Jesus healed my heart
He healed my mind
He healed my emotions
Forgiveness
Discovery
Love was not sex
Journey
More Forgiveness
Freedom
Sweetness
Light
Rescue
Chains broken
Soothing my Soul
Love
Generosity
Believe in Jesus
Choice
Easier to believe in Him than in what my life was like before Him
Deliver Me! (Screaming)
Stopped smoking cigarettes
Stopped smoking pot
Stopped snorting coke
Must stop sleeping around
Jesus forgive me - weeping
Jesus help
Jesus restore me
Who am I?
God’s child
Christ’s friend
A citizen of heaven
complete in Christ
forgiven of all my sins
a temple of the living God
I have not been given a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind
I can approach God with freedom and confidence
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me
I have an eternal destination - it is heaven
heaven on earth
and heaven with God